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She doesn't even have to touch him
Yet my heart breaks
For my unrequited love for her still yearns
As my tears stain this empty life
I ache and moan
As she throws away part of my soul
I can't hate only love
Our love that used to be sweeter than a fine wine
One that I failed to savor
I miss the joy we used to share
This pain is my cross to bear 
My heart strings tear
At night I begin to cry
Because mi amor no me quiere.

si lee esto.
Te amo.
  • Mood: Sorrow
  • Listening to: Nobody Home - Pink Flyod
  • Reading: Old text messages
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She doesn't even have to touch him
Yet my heart breaks
For my unrequited love for her still yearns
As my tears stain this empty life
I ache and moan
As she throws away part of my soul
I can't hate only love
Our love that used to be sweeter than a fine wine
One that I failed to savor
I miss the joy we used to share
This pain is my cross to bear 
My heart strings tear
At night I begin to cry
Because mi amor no me quiere.

si lee esto.
Te amo.
  • Mood: Sorrow
  • Listening to: Nobody Home - Pink Flyod
  • Reading: Old text messages
I go from broken home to broken home
Lies and abuse are the rocks that seal my tomb
I have to pick up the pieces
To show I'm strong
I keep it inside all day long
But at night my eyes write their sorrow filled song
Each move a mistake, that I must hide 
They don't know how hard I tried...
To fix things and be not their brother but a replacement father
Now they hate me and I wonder why I bother
The devil with the eyes of a man, 
He treats us like fodder 
He make us "dress right dress"
And pretends his life ain't a mess
Truth is I remember
I remember when he wasn't there
I remember "mama I'm scared"
I remember the bruises
I remember him leaving us
I remember chasing his truck
Now he doesn't realize I don't give a fuck
About the man who forgot my name.

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  • Mood: Artistic
  • Listening to: Shepard of Fire - Avenged Sevenfold
  • Reading: Richard the III
From the top to the bottom
I bleed it all away,
Empty strokes on a dead canvas
Define my life in many ways.
The worlds a stage and I got sacked in act two.
I'm no Oedipus or hamlet
just a sad boy told to piss on que.
No one every told me how sad the world really is
I see it bleeding, dying more every day.
Hate breeds hate,
and all we do is hurt.
We move forward and call it progress,
when we really move two steps back
Trade kindness for possession.
Empty lives for empty lies.
We call it society and it entraps you.
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Cementary Drive - My Chemical Romance
  • Reading: Good Omen: The Nice and Accurate Prophecies of...
I am alone.
I reach up yet I fall.
When does this darkness end,
when does life begin.
How dark must it be,
how much pain must I see.
When must the struggle end,
In my tale of woe.
I have no anchor in the storm.
No home to call my own.
I'm a soldier without a cause.
A pilgrim with no god.
A lover without a heart.
And a king without his throne.
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Cementary Drive - My Chemical Romance
  • Reading: Good Omen: The Nice and Accurate Prophecies of...
Just something I felt like writing i'm still working on it.

He sees the blank opaque faces all around 
He endures their feelings that are judgement bound
Hallow words followed by cold staring eyes matched with a hushed quiet sound
to them he's just another weird kid with a nicotine addiction
they don't know the struggle at home to maintain under all the friction,
with a dad that never loved him and siblings who never missed him. 
He stopped caring and threw away his prescription
A lonely walk followed by lonely thoughts
Trying to fit in, but he's a puzzle piece missing
Its silence the words from his mouth are kissing.
Pride soon to die, each day lives a lie
In a boy who isn't allowed to cry.
  • Mood: Neglect

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ice-cream-skies Featured By Owner Oct 13, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the faves!
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Switchum Featured By Owner Jun 29, 2014
Thanks for the fave on my Poe bobble head!
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elbichopt Featured By Owner Apr 11, 2014
Thank you for the :+fav:! :dummy:
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SUDOR Featured By Owner Apr 4, 2014
Merci, thank you very much for the watch !
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epicminion Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2014
Thanks for the fav! :)
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